I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For

Time goes by...sky looks like shipping away from where she stay...
But i still haven't found what i'm looking for...
It reminds me Bono from U2 whenever I listen to the song...
Its really beautiful melody...

Its not just about the melody...
The message.Yeah, trying to go deep with the lyrics...
And yet, I still haven't found what i'm looking for...
what its all about?a life?
I have no much time in this world...

Soon,all the things I have...
I need to give Him back..thats the agreement...
YOU gives me life,happiness,memories,family etc.
And I need to give it back to YOU...

But do I know when I'm going to give it away?
Hell to the no....nobody knows..
And yet, I still haven't found what I'm looking for...
Do I have the chance to find it?Do I have a chance to redeem?
Do I have a chance to taste it like other people do?

A stupid questions but hard to answer..eh?
Living in this world were the best things ever happen in my life..
We can't predict life, we're didn't even know when and how we're going to die...
But all your fates has been written down by the time you received your soul from Him...
And the agreement has been verified,sealed!

Cant' look back...can't nego...
all we can do, pray.Is it enuff?nahh....
i dont think so...its not like you went to hypermarket and buy whatever you want..
all has been stated...your journey to the end...
the next life will eternity...equals.No ranking...
No favourite....who cares if you're a John Maloney?

If I said the time have come...
then now this is the fucking bloody time you have to go...
No delay,no transit...straight away to the One..
why i'm saying and write down this?
I dont wish any comments said, you emo!or what the hell you;re talking cock here mate?whatever folks...whatever...

see ya!takecare!

Demised.......................................